so much to say

Today I got up and went for my walk with my friend as scheduled. My exercise routine isnt very extreme but it is a start and the real point is to set up a routine I can stick to, which i have.  Because I am keeping such a busy schedule over the next 5 months or so, pretty much everything has to be well planned out for me to stick to it. I need to still figure out when is a good time to have a dedicated homework break but so far I am just trying to do it as soon as its assigned. I think 2 hour blocks twice a week should do nicely but with the crazy hours at work and varying days off its hard to make a solid plan. I also think at least 2 hours of dedicated house cleaning is needed too. I can always add to the time slots if i need more but shouldnt lessen it any since i know i will need that much time if not more.  So as far as starting school off right and getting a diet and exercise plan started I hit the ground running and am sticking to it pretty well.  Speaking of the diet,  it is not as hard as I thought. The first few days took a bit more willpower and I felt a bit hungry because it was different but now I am actually feeling pretty good. I have to plan ahead and make sure I have snacks with me if I am not going to be home for several hours but it makes me think about what i am going to eat so I pack good stuff. I'm also getting used to eating breakfast every day and wake up hungry so its easy to start with a good breakfast. What I am doing is having 3 small meals a day and 2 to 3 healthy snacks. Usually after a few hours i start getting hungry again but thats what i want. I only eat what my body can burn in a short time then i eat more. Its a great so far since i stress eat and eat when i watch tv as well. Anyhooo

  There is so much i want to and need to accomplish this year,  i think i am going to make a separate post just listing it all out so its easy for me to look back on. well, this is all for me anyway since its not really intended for anyone else to read. Besides that, I am feeling a little better from my last post.  My phone actually cut it short accidentally but wasnt much really to say other than what was there. Some days i feel really depressed and alone. I realize i have good friends and an awesome boyfriend but some days i just cant get with it.